I AM GAY, IM A JUNKY, WAIT NO I AM BI!!!!! Will you read NOW

What would you do if I said to you I am gay. Would you turn me away to the streets. Would you say I am going to hell. Would you say STOP that your sinning. 

Well have you braided your hair, do you were two types of cloths? Do you walk outside without covering your hair if your a female, do you grow out your beard if your male? Do you work on Sunday or curse out loud or even to yourself? Do you talk about people? Have you sued anyone. Well if you do any of these thing I wrote look at them closely they are all within the same passage of homosexuality. Don't pick and chose. 

I believe if you accept Christ in your heart and marry one person you become one flesh you will be saved in God eye and his love. Why is it that the Church is more hurtful then any other people I know. The church hurts you by doing so in  "a prayer request", or "my friend she/he needs our prayer". Its funny!! In the past year at my church there has been more gossip then anywhere else I go in my life. Even family that are "so called saved" do more lying and gossiping then my family that is wild and crazy that some in many churches look down at. People seem to be more hurtful, many people these days seem to not even care about saying hi. I have been ill and my kids have been ill and only one family called to check up on us.  No pastor, no assistant pastor not one. Well I guess if your not up and crying on there feet asking for help they ignore you. I have had my friends call me more that are on drugs, alcoholic and "the bottom feeders" as some may say. These are the ones that call daily. These are the only ones that check to see if my kids are ok.

What have I learned from this. That the church is just like everyone else in some cases its worst. They just don't see it. They need to look within themselves and see what they need to change. I know at this point I would rather be the junky and bottom-feeder then the church member that harms other in the name of God. I do wrong, I curse, I sin and I have gossip. But at least I know this and I have gone and apologized. My kids saw me do this even when the person was wrong. But I was wrong for yelling back. I sinned for yelling and cursing. I know I did wrong and I do not see myself better then anyone else. Christians that have a "mightier then you thought" have to pray for help.

Please my fellow Christians change. Stop the talking, the hurtfulness, the 'look at her and why is she/he wearing that. Say hi and STOP and talk don't just keep walking. 

Why do I feel like I have to stand in one place to talk to someone. Then they say hi and want to walk away fast. I am just confused at this point. I am being hurt more from my church then anywhere else. Man what does that say about today's world. God help us, help us all. Help your temple heal within and once this is done have them heal the ones that have been hurt.