I can not stop crying today. I could not sleep last night or eat today. My mind keeps going to the horror that the workers told me about. I can not take out the images of what this little baby told me at times or what her school therapist reported to me. Why is this happening, this is the time of joy and all I feel is anger. Anger to the people involved in this case. Anger that many of them have children. They have little girls. How can they let this happen. Yes you say I reached out to a group to help me. That I broke the law by talking about the step-father. But is it not true under the Child Abuse Task Force I am a whistle-blower because I feel the child is being harmed. If I think the child will be harmed that under the law I can reach out to a law enforcement agency. Also many of you workers told me to do this, and now your backing down. You gave me his address, you gave me his license plate and that he drives his wife daily to her job. You told me that you did not understand how he is not arrested because there is proof of indication. You told me that the mother has had child line called on her many times at her day-care job and that her boss protects her. Everyone knows I truly believe everything you told me. You, Bucks CYS, told me yourself he abused her, that he is illegal and drives illegal, that you know there are other people in that apartment that are illegal and one is a violent criminal that has been deported before. Bucks workers, you, told me you would never go to that home alone because you did not feel safe and he is with "shady" people. But you can not report him because its against your policy. You told me he most likely did more then what this little baby reported. But now you hide and stay quiet. Is this a crime. Please I do not care if she never comes back to me. Please Bucks do not send her back. If your angry with me because I called DPW or other agency just be mad at me. Please do not take it out on this baby. My heart is so sad today I do not even know if there are words to this. I truly am hurting more with my nieces in danger then when my son who passed away. Please don't hurt the children. If anyone that is involved with this case if your a Christian can you stand before your Lord and say you did your hardest. Or are you that cold that your pride is going to allow a child to suffer.
